. I have so many friends I couldn’t possibly pay attention to all of them, but I tell everyone happy birthday and try to answer any questions I get. I try to have as many links as possible so I can spread new ideas as fast as possible and so I know what is going. Some people keep their private lives private and talk quietly in public I’m not one of those people!

I’ve avoid a lot of online games because they spread so fast they fill my email. I do appreciate waves of friendship and I know how important all the love and light in this community is, but I’m here to spread the news and help change peoples minds about the way they look at health care and energy. I’m really concerned about risperdal and the way it is being marketed for children. I’m also really concerned about corn based fuel. With risperdal being pushed and food prices going up, well inner city kids have even have access to quality health care? How do you feel about the issues?

I’m supposed to change the world, but I’m still afraid to offend people by telling them the truth or sending out to many e-mails or sending out the same e-mail twice. Growing up I found that most people didn’t like me before they even met me. Online I don’t smell bad or look funny, but I still feel awkward. I don’t know if I’ll be able to change the world as I see fit. I feel like I’m still the same weird little kid I always was. Why would they tell a ratty haired little kid sitting in a pool of urine to change the world? I need to learn as much as I can and meet as many people as I can. I need to know when I’m wrong, because I want to spread the truth not just the popular opinion. I need the network, I need the friends. I can’t even survive on my own.